For the first time in a VERY long time I am not hustling and scrambling during the holiday season and it feels so good! For the last 9 years of self employment, I’ve worked around the clock, didn’t take care of myself and have been totally distracted. I’ve also carried around a lot of guilt about the way that I work and this was the year I decided to change it! I’ve spent months planning, preparing and working super hard in the months leading up to December so I could simply be relaxed and a part of all the simple moments. And for the first time in a very long time I am present and it feels good!